The Cleansing Power of Alcohol

Alcohol cleans surfaces, cuts, and as I learned last night, emotional maladies!

I have been just a wreck lately. Even though I received two amazing review for my evaluations this week (yay me), there is always something else that needs to get done.

On top of that, Mom and Dad are meddling with the wedding plans... granted, I don't care all that much and would rather just throw like a house party, but it is still my wedding. I was hoping because I am so low on the totem pole, no one would care, but... yeah, that was an idiotic thought. I think we have come to a compromise about the reception, but I sense there is going to be more drama to come.

Add that to bickering with Jason and going to a wedding about which I had mixed feelings, and (to quote David Hasselhoff) ... /points to self : "This is a mess."

So, I went to the wedding and got smashed with the GGHS Class of 2002. Embarrassing, and ultimately trashy, but drinking really cleared my mind and kinda washed away all the insecurities I was dealing with at the time. We were a little loud, but we brought the party to the house, and everyone had a great time, including myself and Jason.

The great thing about alcohol is that it makes me honest and without inhibitions.

When I remember what I said and did last night... I'm glad that I only had nice things to tell David and Drexelle. After the wedding, I also cleared up stuff with Jason, and this morning, with Mom. I'm still a little woozy, but I hope this positive feeling lasts so that whenever I start feeling worn down, I can remember that everything has already been resolved.

Alcohol sanitized me. Thanks, alchy!